“How peaceful and reassuring the hand of a master who lays you on a bed of rock, the love of a master who knows how to take what he loves ruthlessly, without pity”~Pauline Reage
Mmhhmm….And this is why O ended up miserable at the end and a Domme in second book. (Or so the synopsis […]

“And a woman spoke, saying, “Tell us of Pain”. And he said:“Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.And could you keep your heart in wonder at […]

No quote today. Not even much to say. The photo spoke to me, though.
So much going on over on the vanilla side of my life there isn’t much time left. Brain constantly figuring out money stuff - what we can spend now, what we need for the move, where we’re […]

…just because I felt like sharing it, because I thought it was lost and recently found it, because I miss his writings.
When a life spent in turbulence, lived in rage, the soul completely engulfed in misdirection. Pain the only relief from loneliness. Meals, stolen like moments in the moonlight. Heartbeats measured in […]

“Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it riops my flesh. Now I know that strugle is useless, that I must lie here and submit […]

“…look at the way she trembles, even now, caught between fear and desire.” ~Delauney, “Kushiel’s Dart”
Fear…It’s such a huge part of the “play” of BDSM, such a huge and integral - for me - part of the power games we play. (Not that the power dynamic is a game. In […]

“She seemed so in charge of her life, but he could see this tender person inside, holding up a sign saying “won’t someone come and take care of me?” She walked into holes and cars, couldn’t keep a napkin on her lap. She phrased her words in such a complex way, he […]

“We dance their dance, let them speak thru out bodies, lose ourselves in their nature, and come up swallowing water as we drown under the waves of energy. We die and are reborn in a frenzy of ecstatic rites.” ~Yasmine Galenorn
Conveys a lot of intensity, eh? I’ve almost been there. I’ve […]

“Being your slave, what should I do but tend upon the hours and times of your desire? I have no precious time at all to spend, nor services to do, till you require. Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you, nor think the […]

“Her home is the filthy room in the basement; kept locked and shuttered from the rest of the sun-loving, fresh air breathing, masses of envious onlookers who are afraid of the decadence housed within” ~Taylor
I miss this man.It hit me today that the vanilla world has intruded terribly upon our relationship. The […]