‘One of the pleasant things about owning a slave,’ I said, ‘is the opportunity to converse with her, to listen to her, to hear her express herself, her feelings and ideas. One can learn much from a slave. Many slaves, like yourself, are highly intelligent. They can express themselves articulately, clearly, trenchantly, and lyrically. It is a great pleasure to talk with them.’ ‘Then when one wishes,’ I said, ‘one puts them again on their knees.’ ~John Norman
Not a Gor fan but I do love this quote.
Half my problem lately, I think, is that I’ve sort of forgotten how to gracefully go back to my knees.
I’ve gotten too big for my britches, my nagging and complaining has gotten to be habit and I’m finding it hard to stop.
I’ve done better, lately, than I had been doing but I really need to focus more. More on him and less on me. It’s really the only way to get what I need. I’ve always known that his pleasure comes first and mine comes only after he’s had his. I don’t think I’ve truly pleased him in a long while.
*sigh*
More over here
I thought I had it in me to do two blogs today from slightly different perspectives but I”ve depressed myself. 
~peace
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I just stumbled across your blog a couple of days ago after kaya recommended your awesome post on submission. I really like your writing (spent a couple of hours reading this one from the beginning), and have just added your livejournal blog to my list of lj friends - hope that’s ok!
hang in there - sounds like you are in such a hard place right now.
tesoro_de_amo at livejournal
July 11th, 2007 at 10:37 pmp.s. Oh and I love that you also have an obsession with quotes - I have shamelessly stolen a few from your older entries!
tesoro_de_amo
July 11th, 2007 at 10:38 pmOh hope you have a better night
July 12th, 2007 at 3:44 am