Let’s start with some official stuff.
“Ahem”
I’ve officially written more blogs so far this year than in either of my previous years of blogging.
So…
Yay me!
And now, onto the serious shit.
Much advice lately about moving along in my life a little and finding something other than being a housemouse to occupy my time.
Valid points from intelligent folks.
Here’s the problem;
I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up!
I’m simply not all that good at all that much. :0 (Sure, the medical stuff, but you guys have NO idea how much I loathe that field. When I’m working in it I tend to come home crying every day. Not a good career path to follow)
And, yanno, there’s just no getting paid to write blogs.
And…
I dunno.
I like being a housemouse.
I think I just need to work, most of all, on my own mindset and this weird depression I’ve been in. Work on my spirituality and my activity level and my hobbies instead of sitting here, catering to the little voice inside that insists I don’t want to do a damned thing. 
And Taylor and I DO need to work at stepping up the D/s a bit, getting out of the routine and making ourselves some excitement.
I dunno, I dunno.
I hate having written this blog here. This is my deep, meaningful place, damn it! My soap box!
Meh. Now it’s all full of…
pitiful trivialities.
Y’all suck! 
I promise to write a deep, dark, opinionated, punch in the gut post soon. Honest.
~peace
You need a project! You need some kind of home improvement project or something. A couple of gallons of paint don’t cost that much, & thinking & planning is the biggest part of the fun. Or you could take up something like scrapbooking (blech). I started knitting, & that is really addictive. Last year I made everyone in my family scarves.
These are the things that make housemousing fun. It’s hard to continue to take pride in the day-to-day stuff. That’s why ladies used to embroider tea towels!
October 25th, 2007 at 6:09 pmi tend to bake…then give it all away…i knit, too! i usually have a shit ton of projects that i’ve started and are in various stages of completion…
Lately, though, my hobby has been annoying my 15 year old daughter!
How fun is that!
love you…
fyre
October 29th, 2007 at 5:33 am