A View from the Floor

…ponderings from a submissive’s perspective

So….

Filed under: bdsm — Carrie Ann at 8:39 am on Tuesday, May 13, 2008

We’re back online, anyway.

We switched our stuff over from cable to AT&T and are actually happier with that than we were with cable. The phone works better, the internet connection is faster and the satellite tv is so far so good. We need to upgrade to a better channel package but otherwise the service is impeccable.

Yay!

BDSM wise everything is steady as she blows.

We’ve made it thru our money struggles with barely a bump in the D/s road and I have to feel that’s a hella accomplishment.

The monthly play party is bumped up a week this month to next weekend and I’m even - *gasp* - giving up my opportunity to play so that Taylor can whack someone else around. Heh!

We had a pretty intense scene last month - which left me marked for nearly two weeks and was exactly what I’d asked nicely for - so I’m feeling both generous and not really “up” to anything else in public quite yet.

Perhaps I’m craving something intense and harsh during our alone time? Could be.

I also know Taylor will be thrilled to beat on someone else for a change. He really does like the challenge of new flesh on occasion. New reactions. New triggers. Not needing to mess up his arm to hit someone as hard as he needs to hit me. lol.

It works out quite well that I’m feeling blah about another scene in public so soon cuz, while it’s definitely his choice when we play and if he plays with me or someone else, I have to admit he’s kind about it and generally won’t choose to give someone else what I’m needing if I’m needing it.

Since I don’t it works out wonderfully that we’ll all get some of what we need without me feeling all jealous and neglected. Right? Right. :)

Anyhow…

I actually have a “meaningful” post brewing in my brain after catching up on all the blogs I read and being inspired by a couple of them so now that we’re back (after a much shorter absence than we expected) look for it soon.

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